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ednos Linny: I was always like that at my old work, there were biscuits in the staff room that were always on my mind, usually I would give in ... ha

I don't really have anything to post right now, I am sitting here watching channel [v] and the Australian countdown is on, its pretty good.

Anyway I will eat some carrot later, and a meal replacement shake.

Kbyee

hmmm

Since I dropped out of uni (did I tell you guys I dropped out? anyway I did) I have been sitting alone at home being bored and depressed, I need something to do. I had a job interview yesterday for a hostess at a resturaunt so hopefully I will get that but thats still only at nights. I need something to do in the day so I don't just sit here and get fat. Maybe I should go back to the gym, but I just have no motivation. I can't bring myself to get up off my fat ass and get to the gym. If anyone has any tips on what motivates them to exercise I would love to hear it.

I ate 3 chocolate muffins and a piece of shortbread today, why? Because I am sitting here doing nothing and when I have nothing to do I eat. Or cry. Either way.

Now my belly is mad at me

Bet you don't think I can make it, but my mind and body are strong

some blonde thinspo =)

cold

its freezing here, we are getting our kitchen renovated so the gas is turned off which means no heating.
I am determined to lose weight now, to become so thin people will worry.
Sigh I hate myself.
My blog could possibly be the most boring thing in the world, more boring then reading about politics.
I spent the last 2 days high and I would like to be high again but its a bit sad to do it alone...

Everything that happens supposed to be, and its all predetermined can't change your destiny, I guess I'll just keep going someday maybe, I'll get to where I'm going

fuck

im fat and disgusting and deserve to die

had me at hello

Hey gang,
I ate more then usual today:
breakfast - meal replacement shake, salad
Lunch- chicken salad, penne salad and a pretzel(!?!?)
Dinner- nothing yet but I might have another shake
Total cals- 1337

Its more then I would like but oh well, tomorrow will be better.

I have started making thinspo's you can go check them out heres one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QmlzuvoYYJI
and then just go to my page if you wanna see the rest =)

Hope you are all well

I am back

I left blogger because I thought it would be healthier for me not to be on here but I missed it to much and I need a place to write about crap that no one cares about =)

So The past 2 weeks or so I have stayed around 600cals a day which for me is good as I haven't had any stuff ups, except I drank alcohol on one of the days.. oops. Anyway apart from that I have been good. I lost 3kgs last week so I am happy about that.

I broke up with my boyfriend about a week ago and moved out of his house last week. It really sucks as I am back with my parents now and its very annoying. At least they don't force me to eat anymore and I convinced mum to give me my scales back. My parents house is also 2 hours from uni so I have to travel heaps everyday.

I think I want to quit uni and study fitness instead and become a personal trainer and fitness instructor. I am thinking about that.

Its so cold here I pretty much stay in bed where its warm. I don't want to go outside today and I probably won't today unless I decide to walk to the shops and get a coke zero. Hmmm maybe I will do that.

Anyway I hope you are all well

xxxx