Eating Disorder Specialist

firstly I shall reply to some comments

Sarah- My weigh in was ok, but I didn't get there, only 0.3kgs down, oh well its a loss! thanks for the comment

Eibbroc- Thanks! It's nice that someone can appreciate the beauty that tattoos can hold when they have true meaning. thanks for the comment

So, I'm 9.4kgs down, good, but not enough.

I saw an eating disorder specialist yesterday, I told him straight out that I don't want to get better, but I agreed to keep seeing him, to keep mum happy. My therapist Sally, gave me a book to read 'Fat is a Feminist Issue: The Anti Diet Guide' and I'm really not interested. I don't care if women are more concerned with their weight then men, I don't care. It's that I'm concerned with me. I will read it though, I don't like to let people down.

I went to the gym last night will Lissy, thank god. It's about time I got my fat ass to the gym! It was nice to be there again. Especially because I was almost 10kgs lighter then the last time I was there and because I was there with my best friend!

Today I've eaten:

- celery- 60kjs

- tuna 300kjs

- light ice cream 300kjs

- smothie thing 270kjs

total= 1067kjs

talk later =]