when you think you've had enough, of this life, to hang on
don't let yourself go, coz everybody crys, yeah everybody hurts, sometimes
sometimes everything is wrong
I have been feeling very empty. Very alone. I cried so much last night. I couldn't stop. I kept thinking about how I wish I had someone to hold me. Someone to cuddle with. Someone to kiss. I kept thinking about Connor. About how he always held me so tight when I was crying. Once he held me all night while I cried. I used to cuddle up to his chest and he would wrap his arms around me. He would always keep me warm.
Fuck I hate this. Why am I so dependable on others? Like I always need someone to rescue me. I feel like I can't be single because I need someone to look after me. I'm so weak.
Its the second last day of my holiday so soon I will be back to my usual self, posting and commenting a lot.
xx
Dont feel weak. Its human nature to want someone to look after us and vice versa too. I feel like that all the time. Cheer up buttercup :)
ReplyDeleteSo very sorry about the aloneness...me too. It's so hard. i am married and my husband is so sad. He says he is all alone.
ReplyDeletei wish i could make you both feel better.
Love and hugs,
tracy