Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Good Morning

I have been up most of the night doing nothing but unable to sleep.

I cut myself last night for the first time in 3 years.

I took all the laxatives I could.

I cried and I cried and I cried.

Mum looked at me and cried.

I hate myself

Mum is taking me to hospital today.

Last time this happened they took all sharp objects off me and someone watched me 24/7, including in the shower.

Whats happening to me?

3 comments:

  1. I'm so missing your smile.
    Be okaay, I'm worrying my face off for you.
    x

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  2. I'm so sorry for all your pain, really and truly =(
    Hope you get okay
    xX

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